Hello Friends!
in these few last days I use to spend more time at home but more than anything I don’t sleep enough. Due to these reasons i decided to use this new spare time for doing some interesting things. Actually I really don’t like spent a lot on time watching TV (and to be honest there isn’t nothing pretty interesting on the TV at 5 AM), so I decided to come back here and take back the control of this special project and start again with this blog that I love.
But why I was disappear in the past months? It’s a long long story… but I have had a definitely a complicated last year and I had not much time for sitting in front of my laptop and share with you all my kittle achievements and the new things I’m learning during my pregnancy.
In these months I realize that my 1,000 fears, worries and paranoies are a little bit less terrible if i share them with someone else. At the same way my happiness for my achievements and my little goals increase int the minute in which I share it wit people who love me!
And I really want to share with all of you this amazing and terrifying thing that is my pregnancy because over there there are a ton of other girls like me with the same fears and the same feeling and it will be great if we can share them!
But Why Am I Here Now?
The answer is pretty simple: One of my greater fear is loosing myself, my identity and the control of my life and become only a mum. Being a mum is the most beautiful thing in a woman life, but I believe that there are a lot more… Of course I’ll work very hard for being a good mum, but at the same time I’ll work equally hard for do the things that Aly loves and for being a good wife for my husband.
I know pretty well that my future priorities will change soon, but for me is really important to preserve some space only for me, and for all the things I love 
and the things that increase my sense good vibes.
For all the reasons shown above, this morning at 4.48 AM I made my official statement, and I decided to reserve my (little) spare time to this blog and share with all of you my discoveries, my goals, my fears and all my strange project and recipes. I’m sure it could be the best way for me for keeping the control of the situation and the contact with my feelings. At the same time I really hope with all my heart that you will enjoy my posts and you all will support me and continue to share your ideas and opinion and critics with me like you all did during these last 4 years.
So.. here I am, again, and this time I’ll stay hopefully for a long long time. I’m here for carry on with you this special trip started almost 4 years ago in a 1 bedroom apartment in the middle of Manhattan talking about Halloween and who knows where this journey will bring me…..
Notice…. if you think that starting from now I’ll talk only about baby with mushy posts… you’re on the wrong ways!